||[Dec. 6th, 2005|02:17 pm]
|[||current mind state
|||||Astrid Haven - Neon Nzi||]|
His response was that he was just checking up on things with her.
Ummmm... yeah, ok, whatever.
He said he missed her.
And then he told her not to reply back, to message him on aim instead.(obviously so I wouldn't be able to go through their conversations)
He doesn't respect me. And he obviously never will. If after all the things that happened, and how much he cryed and cryed and whined and whined for me, and then he finally gets me back, and then he does this.
I just don't understand why he would tell me he wanted to marry me and have kids with me. That is bullshit.
If we did get married, he would still be talking to fucking Kylie on the internet.
Fuck that... I don't need that.
He was begging me to pick him up from work so he could talk to me. He was probally just begging cause no one else will pick him up and I promised I would... That is too bad... because he made a choice to be a fucking idiot and screw everything up.